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He's a cool guy

Dia seorang cowok yang cuek,klau menurut ku yaah betul-betul super cuek.Dia itu paling suka jail sama semua orang.Sebenarnya saya itu kurang suka sama cowok yg kayak bgitu.Tapi di sisi lain saya suka dengan cueknya dia itu menunjukkan kedewasaannya sebagai seorang cowok.

Saya dan dia menjalani suatu hubungan hahahha
ngefly sih tapi terkadang bikil jengkel juga klau ngomong sama dia,org bertanya eh malah canda muluh-,-
Semua orang bilang kenapa saya selalu mau di cuekin sama dia
Terkadang biasa galau gara2 cueknya yang kebangetan tapi yaah di sabarin ajah dengan sifatnya.
Tapi di sisi lain sampai sekarang saya bangga dengan sifat dia yg cuek,tapi mksudnya cuek sama cewek-cewek hahahha..
Terkadang setiap ada masalah,saya cerita sama dia eh orang nangis malah dia ketawa terpaksa ikutan ketawa juga hehhehe..

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Orang mungkin mengira dia itu cowok yg tidak peduli sama pacarnya sendiri tapi orang tidak tau dia cowok yang menjaga kehormatan seorang wanita.
Kalau mau bilang menyesal kayaknya tidak !tambah betah sama dia :p

Saya tau dia cuek tapi saya yakin dia Lelaki yang baik :)

ini rasaku,apa rasa mu?

ini rasa,yg sy rasakn skrang..

entah dlam keadaan menangis atau ??,

tlah lama aku brtahan,demi smua harapan..

aku bagaikan boneka yg terperangkap dlam penjara..

tak bisa kluar tak bisaaaaaa..

mengapa??awalnya sjah yg indah..knpa??

dlam hati brkata knpa?ada apa??slah apaa??

sayang katakanlah sayang,suka katakan suka..

jgn kau hanya diam,membuat sy sperti patung..

saat mulut tak bisa bicara lgi,hanya air mata ini yg menggantikannya..

Brulang kali sy mencari jlan nya,bhkan celah kluar sdikitpun dlam penjara ini tak ada skali pun..

dimna,sy harus mencarinya d mna??

sy akui memang indah tpi sy tetap gagal..

stiap ku brusaha hanya ada kegagalan..

bhkan usaha itu tak di hargai..

semuanya seakan trabaikan..

semuanya seakan sia-sia..

semuanya tlah meleleh,

harapan smua ini mengental,

kapankah air mata ini menjadi air mata jernih,

kapan tangis ku brhenti dan menjadi setetes..

Tuhan..

my birthday

18th anniversary thank you for my age. And parents, family and all my friends thank you, I love you all O:)

Complicated

   Sometimes people see us happy laugh here and there,when in fact behind all of the promblems in face,look at me you make me cry,I want to give up but don't give up..I tried to forget all my promblems but remain here..Meybe in a dream I could to give,I want to be happy in love but my wish is not in love..Can I ask you,I don't want relationshipis just compulsion,if I don't love you why I am still able to survive !I sometimes listen to miss the first moment we met,at first you be mine:(I want to ask if you're bored?has changed because you don't like it used to be,whether you're just looking at you eye?Let me be guilty in front of your eyes..Right now I miss you,Listen to "I want to love back like it used to forget all past hurst,let met see you again"..Do you remember when we face together,do you remember when we laughed together..if everything is not thereanymore it means your eyes??You asked why I did not want to leave you and my mouth silent "it wrong if I love you too much,don't ask why because I don't now"..Sometimes I want to scream with all these tears,I know I'm not perfect like the other girls..Sorry If I annoy you or make you angry..

Sorry If I'm often jealous,but its all because I was just afraid of losing you..

If you can understand me miss, I miss you a first ..

what's wrong with you that now?

Is that as long as we live all in vain, you said "for what I survived until now because if not affection"

Sometimes when your eyes I want to cry as loud as my voice but it's very difficult .. I can not reveal all of them in front of you ..

Where embrace it?

If you know the truth, I'm not ever change ..

"Listen my dear my heart, my love my heart to hear .. if love does not unite us, if we can not allow me to continue with your love".